Open My Eyes
— Week 3 —
I Will Be With You
(Judges 6–7)
Gideon swung the stick again, and another cloud of dust rose into the stale air of the winepress. Sweat ran from his forehead, stinging his eyes before disappearing into a beard already gritty with chaff.
Everything about the work was wrong.
Wheat belonged on a threshing floor beneath an open sky, where a good breeze could carry away the husks. Down here, there was barely enough air to breathe, much less winnow grain. But the breeze was out there—and so were the Midianites. For seven years they’d swept across Israel at harvest, taking what they wanted and destroying what they couldn’t carry. So, Gideon wiped his face with his sleeve, muttered something beneath his breath, and swung again. Apparently, this was what harvest looked like now—hiding in a hole, trying to salvage enough wheat to eat without anyone noticing.
Maybe that was what made the old stories so irritating. Gideon knew about Egypt, Pharaoh, Moses, and the sea that had opened when there was nowhere left to run. He knew about the God who’d brought an enslaved people out beneath the nose of the most powerful king they’d ever known. Such wonderful stories. But Midian was still out there, Israel was still hiding, and no seas seemed particularly interested in opening today.
With frustration pulsing through every swing, Gideon raised the stick again when a voice came from beyond the winepress. “The LORD is with you, you mighty man of valor!” (Judges 6:12).
Gideon stopped. Sweat trickled down his face as he glanced toward the stranger beneath the terebinth tree, then perhaps at the walls surrounding him. Mighty man of valor? he probably thought. Wrong winepress.
But Gideon lowered the stick anyway. “O my lord, if the LORD is with us, why then has all this happened to us?” The question came quickly, as though it had been waiting for someone willing to hear it. “And where are all His miracles which our fathers told us about?” (v. 13).
There it was. Gideon wasn’t questioning whether the old stories had happened. He wanted to know where that God was now.
But the stranger didn’t answer the question. Instead, He gave Gideon something even harder to understand. “Go in this might of yours, and you shall save Israel from the hand of the Midianites” (v. 14).
Gideon knew his family and his place in it. His clan was the weakest in Manasseh, and he was the least in his father’s house. Yet the answer came without qualification. “Surely I will be with you” (v. 16).
Gideon wasn’t ready to let the stranger leave. He asked Him to remain while he prepared an offering, then returned with meat, unleavened bread, and broth. At His instruction, Gideon placed the food upon a rock and poured the broth over it. Then the Angel of the LORD touched the offering with His staff. Fire erupted from the rock, consuming everything, and the Angel disappeared.
Suddenly, the winepress seemed like the least of Gideon’s concerns. “Alas, O Lord GOD! For I have seen the Angel of the LORD face to face” (v. 22). Moments earlier he’d wanted evidence that the God of his fathers was still there. Now he was terrified that evidence might kill him.
“Peace be with you; do not fear, you shall not die” (v. 23). Gideon built an altar there and called it The-LORD-Is-Peace.
Then God told him to go and tear down a different one.
The altar belonged to his father—and to Baal. Gideon was to destroy it and the wooden image of Asherah beside it, build an altar to the LORD in their place, and offer his father’s bull using the wood from the image he’d destroyed.
Gideon had just been told not to fear. But he was still afraid, so he waited for night. Still, with ten servants beside him and darkness providing whatever courage daylight couldn’t, Gideon went to work. By morning Baal’s altar was rubble, Asherah was gone, and a new altar stood in their place.
The town erupted. Eventually Gideon’s name surfaced, and the men demanded that his father hand him over to die (v. 30). Gideon had been right to be afraid. The danger was real.
But the frightened man who’d gone out beneath the cover of darkness had still gone. And by morning, Baal’s altar was gone.
The next time Midian came, the Amalekites and people of the East came with them, settling across the Valley of Jezreel. Gideon had spent seven years trying not to attract their attention. Now the Spirit of the LORD came upon him, and Gideon blew a trumpet.
And men came. His own clan and men from Manasseh, Asher, Zebulun, and Naphtali answered the call. Yet Gideon still wanted to be certain. He placed a fleece on the threshing floor and asked God for dew on the fleece while the ground remained dry. God gave it. Then Gideon asked once more—dry fleece, wet ground. God answered again.
By the time the armies gathered, 32,000 men stood with Gideon near the spring of Harod. Across the valley lay Midian. The numbers still favored the enemy, but after years of hiding, 32,000 men must have looked considerably better than ten servants in the dark.
Then the LORD spoke. “The people who are with you are too many” (Judges 7:2).
Gideon looked across the valley toward Midian, then back at the men behind him. Of all the problems he’d imagined having, an army that was too large probably hadn’t been one of them.
God told him to announce that anyone who was afraid could leave. An awkward proclamation, perhaps, for the man delivering it. Still, Gideon stayed and gave the order.
22,000 men walked away.
10,000 remained.
And God said there were still too many.
What?
The remaining men were taken to the water, where God separated them according to how they drank. When it was finished, Gideon looked around at his army.
300.
Across the valley, Midian stretched through the darkness like a swarm of locusts, their camels as countless as sand by the sea (v. 12). Somewhere behind Gideon, 31,700 Israelites were heading home.
And God told him to go down against it. Then He added, “But if you are afraid to go down, go down to the camp with Purah your servant” (v. 10).
So, Gideon took Purah. They slipped down the hillside toward the Midianite camp, where fires flickered among tents stretching across the valley. Gideon had spent years trying to remain unseen by these people. Now he crept close enough to hear them talking.
A soldier was describing a dream. A loaf of barley bread had come tumbling into camp, struck a tent, and knocked it flat.
Of all the things Gideon might have expected to hear while sneaking into an enemy camp, a conversation about runaway bread probably wasn’t one of them.
But the other soldier understood immediately. “This is nothing else but the sword of Gideon,” he said. “Into his hand God has delivered Midian and the whole camp” (v. 14).
Gideon froze. His name.
The Midianites knew who he was! More astonishingly, they believed his God was about to deliver them into his hands.
And there in the darkness, at the edge of an enemy camp that still vastly outnumbered him, Gideon bowed down and worshiped.
When he returned to the 300 men, there was no fleece. No plea for another sign. “Arise,” Gideon told them, “for the LORD has delivered the camp of Midian into your hand” (v. 15).
And this time, Gideon led the way.
Reflection
There’s something almost humorous about Gideon’s story when you step back from it. Not because his fear wasn’t real. Midian really had devastated Israel. The men of his own town really did want to kill him. And the army across the valley really did vastly outnumber his 300 men.
But he also had the Creator of the universe standing in his corner.
Maybe that’s why I can smile at Gideon—especially when I remember how often I’ve done exactly the same thing. I can imagine him wondering whether the Angel of the LORD had found the wrong winepress when He called him a mighty man of valor or staring in disbelief when God announced that 32,000 men were too many. And when God told the frightened men they could go home, surely some part of Gideon wondered whether that included him.
Yet God never seemed irritated by Gideon’s fear. He answered his questions, reassured him, answered the fleece, and offered one final reassurance before he entered the Midianite camp.
Fear wasn’t the problem. Allowing fear to determine what was true was.
Gideon tore down Baal’s altar while afraid. He gathered an army while still needing reassurance. Even with only 300 men remaining, God acknowledged that he might still be frightened. Gideon’s courage wasn’t the absence of fear. It was his growing willingness to move while afraid because he was learning to trust the One who’d promised to move with him.
Maybe we could call that humble courage. It isn’t looking inward and convincing ourselves we’re stronger than we think. God never told Gideon to find the mighty warrior hiding inside himself. When Gideon protested that he was weak, God gave him something far better.
“Surely I will be with you.”
Centuries later, Paul asked, “If God is for us, who can be against us?” (Romans 8:31). He wasn’t suggesting that nothing would ever stand against us. Plenty stood against Paul and Gideon. And plenty will stand against us. The question is one of proportion. When the God who created everything is for us, how large should anything standing against us ultimately appear?
Yet fear can distort our vision. It can make a Midianite army fill the horizon while God somehow disappears behind it. It can make the threat we see feel more certain than the God we can’t. And when the fear finally passes, sometimes we can only shake our heads and laugh—not because the danger wasn’t real, but because for a moment we allowed something created to appear larger than its Creator.
What has fear made larger than God in your life? Is something in front of you occupying so much of your vision that you’ve forgotten Who stands beside you? Are you waiting to feel courageous before taking a step you already know God is asking you to take? Have you mistaken needing reassurance for having no faith? What might change if you simply trusted His promise to walk with you through what you fear?
Gideon didn’t become fearless overnight. His questions simply became fewer and his steps steadier. Eventually the man who needed sign after sign crept into an enemy camp, heard his own name spoken by frightened Midianites, bowed his head, and worshiped. Then he stood and returned to his men.
No fleece. No additional sign.
He was ready to move.
Maybe you don’t need to wait until you’re fearless either. Maybe courage begins with one frightened step toward whatever God has placed before you, trusting that the One beside you is infinitely greater than whatever stands against you.
Because the mighty warrior was never hiding inside Gideon.
The Mighty One was beside him.
Prayer
Papa,
When fear makes what stands against me look bigger than the One who stands beside me, open my eyes. Help me remember that courage doesn’t mean I’m never afraid—it means I trust You enough to move even when I am.
When I need reassurance, meet me with grace. And when it’s time to move, give me the humble courage to take the next step, knowing I never take it alone.
You’re always with me—and that’s enough.
Amen.
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