Open My Eyes
— Week 5 (Part 2) —

The Wind Was Already Blowing
(Matthew 14:22-33)

The wind had been fighting them for hours.

Peter leaned backward against the oar, using the weight of his body to drag the blade through black water before resetting his hands and pulling again. His shoulders burned, his clothing clung to his skin, and his palms had softened from hours of spray and sweat. Another wave struck the boat, throwing cold water across his back and drawing a frightened shout from somewhere behind him.

“Turn her back!”

Peter glanced toward the voice, then into the darkness behind them. Whatever shoreline they’d left hours earlier had disappeared. Ahead was more darkness. Beneath them, the Sea of Galilee rose and fell in black swells while the wind pushed relentlessly against everything they were trying to do.

“And go where?” Peter shouted. “Keep rowing!”

Maybe the order sounded more confident than he felt. Only hours earlier, the shoreline had been crowded with thousands of people eating bread that shouldn’t have existed. Peter had watched Jesus take five loaves and two fish, bless them, break them, and keep handing out food until everyone had eaten. Twelve baskets of leftovers remained. Then Jesus had made the disciples get into the boat and go ahead of Him while He dismissed the crowd.

The crossing should have been routine. Several experienced fishermen were aboard, the water was familiar, and the opposite shore lay only a few hours away. But darkness had come, Jesus hadn’t joined them, and now they were three or four miles from where they’d begun, somewhere in the open lake with neither shore offering much comfort. Every time they seemed to gain ground, another wave lifted the bow and the wind shoved them backward. They changed positions, bailed water, argued over direction, and pulled again, hoping their arms lasted longer than the storm.

Hours passed that way, their remaining strength disappearing one pull of the oar at a time. Somewhere between three in the morning and sunrise, twelve exhausted men were still battling the wind when one of them stopped rowing and stared into the darkness.

“There!”

Peter turned. At first there was nothing beyond the rise and fall of the waves, but then another man saw it—a shape moving across the water, disappearing behind the swells before emerging again. Someone shouted, another scrambled backward, and within seconds exhaustion turned to terror as the figure continued toward them.

“It’s a ghost!”

Then a familiar voice carried through the darkness. “Be of good cheer! It is I; do not be afraid” (Matthew 14:27).

Peter moved toward the side of the boat and peered through the spray. Jesus was there, approaching across the same water twelve men had spent hours trying to overcome. The waves rose and fell beneath Him, the wind whipped across the water, yet He simply walked toward them.

“Lord, if it is You,” Peter called, “command me to come to You on the water” (v. 28).

Perhaps the others looked at him as though exhaustion had finally taken its toll. Peter was a fisherman. He knew what happened when a man stepped out of a boat in deep water, especially water pitching beneath a hard wind. But Jesus answered with a single word.

“Come.”

Peter tightened his hands around the side of the boat, swung one leg over, then the other, and lowered himself toward the water. For a moment he remained there, half in the boat and half out, with eleven men staring behind him and Jesus somewhere ahead. Then he released his grip and placed his weight where every instinct and every year spent fishing told him there was nothing to hold it.

His foot didn’t sink.

Peter straightened and took a step toward Jesus. Then another. The boat moved farther behind him while the waves continued beneath his feet, and for however many extraordinary moments followed, a Galilean fisherman walked across the sea toward the Man who’d called him there.

Then a hard gust caught him. Peter looked toward the waves rising around him, felt the wind pulling at his soaked clothing, and suddenly the water beneath his feet looked exactly like the water he’d known all his life.

His body dropped. Peter plunged downward, his hands reaching instinctively above the surface as he cried, “Lord, save me!” (v. 30).

Immediately, Jesus stretched out His hand and caught him. “O you of little faith,” He said, “why did you doubt?” (v. 31).

Matthew doesn’t tell us whether Peter answered. He only tells us that the two returned to the boat and climbed aboard. The wind that had battered them through the darkness finally ceased, leaving them together again on the quieting Sea of Galilee.

It must have felt familiar. Another storm. Another impossible calm. Another night when the sea had done something no fisherman aboard could explain. But no frightened question followed this time. No one asked who this Man could possibly be.

The disciples looked at Jesus, then bowed before Him.

“Truly You are the Son of God” (v. 33).

Reflection

They’d been here before.

Another boat. Another storm. Another night when experienced fishermen discovered there were forces on the Sea of Galilee they couldn’t control. But this time there was one enormous difference. Jesus wasn’t asleep in the stern. He wasn’t anywhere they could see.

And yet they were exactly where He’d told them to be.

For hours they fought the wind without His visible presence, even though they already had a history with Him in storms. They’d watched Him command this same sea to be still. Since then, they’d seen more healings, more miracles, more evidence of His authority—including thousands fed only hours earlier from five loaves and two fish. Still, another storm came, and once again fear filled the boat.

Maybe that shouldn’t surprise us. Faith with a history can still be fragile. We can remember what God did yesterday and still struggle when we can’t see Him today. Fear can narrow our vision until the circumstance in front of us becomes more convincing than everything we’ve learned about the One who carried us this far.

But Peter did something different this time.

When he recognized Jesus, he didn’t ask Him to stop the storm. He asked Jesus to call him closer. When Jesus said, “Come,” Peter climbed out while the wind was still blowing. His faith wasn’t fearless or perfect, but it was enough to move him toward Jesus.

Then he saw the wind.

Nothing had changed except what filled Peter’s vision. The wind had been there when he stepped out. The waves had been beneath him when he took his first steps. But when Peter’s attention shifted from Jesus to what frightened him, he began to sink.

Then came three words. “Lord, save me!” There was no accusation this time. No “Do You not care?” Peter simply cried out to the One he’d learned could save him.

And immediately, Jesus reached out His hand.

I love that picture. Jesus didn’t wait for Peter to conquer his fear, recover perfect faith, or get himself back above the water. He caught him first, then addressed his doubt. Peter may have felt as though he were disappearing beneath the waves, but Jesus was still within reach.

What has filled your vision lately? Are you struggling because you can’t see God where you expected Him to be? Has fear made you forget the history you already have with Him? And if Jesus is calling you toward Him, are you waiting for the wind to stop before you move?

Peter still had plenty to learn. So did the others. But this boat ride ended differently from the first. They once asked, “Who can this be?” Now they bowed before Him.

“Truly You are the Son of God.”

Their faith still wasn’t perfect.

But their vision was becoming clearer.

Prayer

Papa,

When the wind grows loud and I can’t see where You are, remind me of the history I already have with You. Don’t let what frightens me today make me forget how faithfully You’ve carried me before.

When You call me closer, give me the courage to come—even if my faith trembles along the way. And when fear steals my attention and I begin to sink, teach me to cry out without hesitation, trusting that Your hand is still within reach.

Keep opening my eyes, Papa. Help me see beyond the storm to the One who walks upon it, and trust that even when I can’t see You, You’ve never lost sight of me.

Amen.

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