Open My Eyes
— Week 5 (Part 1) —

We’re Gonna Need a Bigger Boat
(Mark 4:35-41)

For several seconds, no one moved. Twelve men stood scattered across the fishing boat, soaked clothing clinging to their bodies and water pooled around their sandals. Most stared at Jesus. A few looked past Him toward the last dark clouds retreating across the Sea of Galilee, where a low evening sky was beginning to emerge. Others simply stared over the side at water that had become almost perfectly still.

For the fishermen among them, perhaps that was the strangest part. Peter, Andrew, James, and John had worked these waters long before Jesus called them away from their nets. They knew that even after a violent wind stopped, the waves didn’t simply disappear. A lake this big remembered a storm for a while, rolling and slapping against the hull long after the worst had passed. But now the boat rested quietly on the surface, disturbed only by the shifting weight of twelve men trying to understand what they’d just witnessed.

Only a short time earlier, the evening had begun quietly enough. Jesus had spent much of the day teaching along the shore, where the crowd had grown so large that He climbed into a boat and taught from the water while the people listened from the land. By evening, after hours of teaching, He told His disciples, “Let us cross over to the other side” (Mark 4:35). They left the multitude behind, taking Him in the boat “as He was,” while several other small boats followed them onto the lake (v. 36).

There was nothing unusual about the crossing. The Sea of Galilee was familiar water to men who’d made their living upon it, and the boat beneath their feet was the kind of fishing vessel several of them had handled countless times before. Jesus, exhausted from the day, made His way toward the stern, found a cushion, lay down, and fell asleep while the shoreline slowly receded behind them.

Perhaps Peter or James noticed the wind first. A change in direction, a sudden coolness against the skin, the darkening of the water ahead—nothing that would have frightened a fisherman who knew the lake. Hands accustomed to sail and oar responded almost instinctively as the wind strengthened, but soon the boat was pitching harder beneath them and spray was breaking across the sides. Conversation gave way to shouted instructions while men adjusted the sail, took hold of the oars, and began throwing water back into the lake.

The storm continued to build. Waves crashed over the gunwales faster than the men could bail them out, and the boat climbed one swell only to slam into the next. Whatever confidence years on the water had given the fishermen began to disappear as the water around their feet grew deeper. These were men who knew the difference between a rough crossing and a boat in danger of going down, and Mark tells us plainly that the boat was already filling.

Yet somehow, through all of it, Jesus slept.

He remained in the stern with His head upon the cushion while wind screamed across the lake, waves broke over the boat, and men who’d survived storms before fought desperately to keep this one from taking them under. Eventually one of them made his way toward Jesus and woke Him, the fear finally escaping in words that revealed something deeper than their concern about the weather.

“Teacher, do You not care that we are perishing?” (v. 38).

Jesus rose. Water ran from His clothing as He steadied Himself against the pitching boat and looked out across the water. Around Him, the disciples were still fighting the storm, but Jesus didn’t reach for an oar or begin helping them bail. Instead, He faced the wind and the waves and spoke.

“Peace, be still!” (v. 39).

The wind ceased immediately, and the water beneath them settled into what Mark calls “a great calm.” The fishermen stopped what they were doing. The oars became still in their hands, the frantic bailing ceased, and the voices that had been shouting across the boat only moments earlier fell silent. Jesus turned toward them and asked, “Why are you so fearful? How is it that you have no faith?” (v. 40).

No answer is recorded.

The danger had passed. The storm that had terrified men accustomed to storms was gone, and the boat that had been filling beneath their feet now rested upon a quiet sea. Yet as the disciples caught their breath and looked around at one another, Mark tells us that they “feared exceedingly.”

Most of them were looking at Jesus now.

They’d watched Him heal the sick and cast out demons. They’d listened as He taught with an authority unlike anyone they’d known. But as the last clouds moved away and the Sea of Galilee lay strangely quiet around them, twelve men stood inside a waterlogged fishing boat confronted by something they’d never seen before.

“Who can this be,” they asked one another, “that even the wind and the sea obey Him?” (v. 41).

Reflection

Something changed in that boat after the wind stopped. Before the storm, the disciples had called Jesus “Teacher.” They’d watched Him heal the sick and command demons to leave, and they knew He possessed an authority unlike anyone they’d encountered. But when Jesus stood in a sinking fishing boat and told the wind and waves to be still, “Teacher” suddenly wasn’t a big enough word.

These men knew their Scriptures. They knew the stories of Noah. They knew what David had written about God—“You rule the raging of the sea; when its waves rise, You still them” (Psalm 89:9). They may have known the song of sailors who cried out to the LORD in a storm, and “He calms the storm, so that its waves are still” (Psalm 107:29). Controlling the weather and the sea wasn’t simply another impressive miracle. Their Scriptures told them exactly Who ruled both.

And now Jesus had just done it.

Maybe that explains something strange in Mark’s account. The disciples had been terrified while the storm threatened to kill them, yet after Jesus removed the danger, they “feared exceedingly” (Mark 4:41). Their fear hadn’t disappeared. Its object had changed. Moments earlier they’d been staring at the waves. Now they were staring at Jesus.

Perhaps that’s why His question deserves more attention. “Why are you so fearful? How is it that you have no faith?” (v. 40). The storm really was dangerous, and their boat really was filling. Their fear became a problem when it distorted their view of the One who was with them. “Teacher, do You not care that we are perishing?” Fear had taken something true—we’re in danger—and turned it into something that wasn’t—He doesn’t care.

Then Jesus opened their eyes.

What they saw produced another kind of fear—the beginning of awe. The Teacher in their boat wasn’t merely another healer, exorcist, or wonder-worker. Creation itself had just obeyed Him.

Maybe we need our eyes opened to that too. We speak often about intimacy with God, and we should. He invites us to call Him Father. I call Him Papa because that relationship has become precious to me. But intimacy should transform our fear of God, not eliminate our awe of Him. The One we approach as Papa is still the Creator of the universe. The One who hears the quietest prayer is the One who told seas where to stop and stars where to burn.

That should occasionally take our breath away.

So maybe it’s worth sitting quietly with that thought. When was the last time the reality of Who you’re talking to when you pray stopped you in your tracks? Has familiarity with God ever made Him smaller in your thinking? When fear enters your life, does it turn “I don’t understand what You’re doing” into “You don’t care”? And which deserves the greater weight in your vision—the thing you fear, or the One to whom even wind and waves answer?

The disciples still had much to learn. They’d entered the boat traveling with their Teacher. They’d leave it wrestling with a far greater question.

“Who can this be?”

Maybe somewhere among twelve dripping-wet disciples, Peter looked at Jesus, glanced at the suddenly glassy sea, and thought something Sheriff Martin Brody of Jaws fame would put into words a couple thousand years later.

“We’re gonna need a bigger boat.”

But they didn’t.

They needed a bigger understanding of Who was already in it.

And sometimes, so do we.

Prayer

Papa,

Open my eyes to see You as You truly are. When fear makes the storm in front of me seem greater than the One beside me, remind me Who You are—and when familiarity makes me forget Your majesty, restore in me the awe of knowing that the Creator of the universe invites me to call Him Father.

Teach me to trust Your heart when I don’t understand what You’re doing, and never let what I fear convince me that You don’t care.

You are my Papa. You are my Lord. And sometimes, that truth still takes my breath away.

Amen.

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